To begin with "While going out on the streets..." didn't seem to be the right beginning. I should probably tell you first that our church seems to not have been very successful in growing these last few years. In fact some people even left the church or simply, don't come regularly. This fact saddens my heart. This fact has also showed me that our previous "Outreaches" outside the church have not been very successful. Nevertheless, like I've said, this new "method" or what I like to call it "lifestyle”, namely the soul winning gospel script, seems to be more efficient and it does bring growth to the church. So far in our church I don't know of any growth (membership wise) but I do know that we've been seeing a lot of new faces on Sundays. I believe that’s' because of what I'm about to tell you about.
Now, going back a few weeks to Pentecost Monday. This was the first (more organized) time my church went out on the streets to try out the script. We were a group of about 50 people and after a morning of training with Jana most of us went downtown Zurich to go tell people about the gospel and to lead them into a prayer of salvation. I thought this was going to be easy and I was all fired up and encouraged. Well those two things never did fully leave that afternoon, but I was challenged. Jana had put me into a leader position and that put me under a lot of pressure. Yet I kept holding on to the truth that God would never put me through a situation I couldn't handle. In fact that truth is probably one thing that has helped me the most during the last few months.
I didn't quite understand what my job was. This scared me a little because I didn't know what to do. That didn't stay a problem for very long because people started asking me if they could watch me use the script once. That was easy enough, I thought. And so I had two or three people behind me (including my grandmother) and I went up to the first couple (in German of course): "Excuse me but, has anyone ever told you that God loves you and has a wonderful plan for your life?" To my joy and disappointment somebody from our team had already spoken to them.
To my relief, after that short conversation, I had already convinced some people on how to begin and they went on, on their own without me, which was great since they understood what was supposed to happen. But one particular lady still wasn't sure what exactly to do and so I continued to show her. The next few people I spoke to had also already been confronted with the script.
Then finally, I began talking to a middle aged grown-up man (I know that sounds weird but hey, everyone needs to hear about God's love, or not?). This man was very kind and he happily prayed with me to receive Christ. In the script the prayer begins with: "Dear Lord Jesus..." and I just want to tell you that every time I talk with someone about the script and I hear the words: "Dear Lord Jesus." my heart leaps for joy and I sometimes think it even skips a beat! By the time they say: "Amen." I can just hear in my heart how Heaven's rejoicing over a lost sheep being found by its shepherd, Jesus. That was the first person I had lead to the Lord that day and I just didn't want to stop telling people about Jesus and about his sacrifice on the cross for or sins.
The next people that prayed with me were two young girls, 11 and 12 years of age. They were adorable and I can't wait to see them in heaven some day! For some reason, the lady that was still coming with me didn't understand this whole thing and so eventually she left. But, those two girls sitting by the lake will always leave an impact in my life, they were the first kids I had the privilege of praying with.
I know I've been telling you of the times when it turned out good and the people prayed with me but, there were lots of moments of rejection too. Still, the first thing to remember if you get rejected because you're preaching the Gospel, you CANNOT take it personally. If I had taken the rejections I've received personally, then I would simply be heart broken. Instead, I see it as a joy to be persecuted for my faith. But what gives so much joy as well is that lot of the time if the person isn't willing to pray the prayer of salvation with me then at least I was able to pray for them. Because, if they let you read the scriptures, then usually they'll let you pray for them. Another comfort might be is that even though they might have not wanted to "convert", they still did hear the truth, the gospel of Jesus Christ. And let me tell you if a 15 year old girl walks up to you and wants to tell you about God's love, they won't forget that acquaintance too easily.
I want to share another short story of that day with you. At this point I was out with my Dad and boy was he surprised at how bold I was and I kept telling him: "It's not my boldness, dad, it's Christ in me." We came across this young lady (maybe mid 30). She had a child in a stroller with her and looked as though she could definitely use Christ in her life. And so I walked up to her and asked her and asked her my favorite question: "Has anyone ever told you that God loves you and has a wonderful plan for your life?" No one had ever told her. Can you imagine that! It still shocks me to see how many people don't know of God's love for them and most of us just sit in church while holding a grudge against the person sitting in front of us because their head is so tall we can't see the Pastor! I mean seriously! The world is broken and most Christians don't even want to hear about it! So always, it was just amazing to pray for that lady because I just felt God's peace come over me and I knew she was ready to pray with me and so she did. If I had to describe her in before and after words it would be 'Depression' and 'Jesus'. I could see the change in her face, in the way she spoke! That was proof enough for me that Jesus now lives in her heart and he will continue to do the work in her life I can't because it happens to be that she was only visiting Zurich for that one day and was going to leave the next day back to home (can't remember where that is but definitely far away).
I believe that day was a complete success and Heaven's rejoicing over each soul that was saved that day. In fact we know that it was exactly 91 souls. Glory to God! BTW: Thanks for reading so much. I hope it was worth it. It came straight from my heart.